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The state of California was on the writer's
mind. It had moved him with its
stimulus and experience and called forth
from the writer a concomitant need for knowledge.
Wild open nature! Fly free of the gravitational
pull of the east. Stay wealthy and powerful.
The wild and open state of affairs always brought
the writer back to the question, 'what is civilization?'
Even though many laughed at him he persisted and further
asked, 'what is human nature', and even, 'what is the
destiny of human life?' Rather than laugh my fellow
creatures, why don't you see the gift these excellent
questions permit the spirit of freedom? If you asked
these questions you'd discover that reality is always
hard. That reality stepped up through technology creates
difficulties.
The writer tried to break the hypnotic spell that reality
wove from time to time. He stared into the airport crowds
and the freeway traffic and the malls and saw the
heaviness of reality. Was it any different than the crooked,
crowded towns of the fabled past? Was it different than
the stone walls of the degraded city? Was it any different
than waking in the morning to see the crows eating
your fields? Was it any different than seeing the people
escaping from the advancing armies?
Every influence and window opened to a rich latitude.
The people could dissolve and reappear like the gods
of old. They were not gods. To reach the connecting
tissue with God people had to surrender their pretense
to godlikeness and become servants to the market,
the family, the community, the political arena. They were
the new agents on behalf of the humbling God.
The young Californian made this proposition. 'I don't
want your fame and fortune; I want your freedom. And
I want your freedom to work out the healthiest destiny
I am capable of.'
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