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Familiar with all the objects that surrounded him
the writer knew the world, now, as a constantly
moving, anonymous life where he rarely ran into the
same person twice. Yet, he ran into many people.
What, he thought, is the imagination if it isn't
rooted in community? There are six million souls
in my region, what is my relation to them? He walked
in their midst like a wiseman from the ancient world.
Walking had its perils and was not conducive to the
world being built around the writer. It traveled in
corpuscles of steel and listened to the fabricated
communities of media. How familiar became the
landscapes and faces! How powerful were those who
manipulated the landscapes and faces! It was true
that families and traditions were forms of coherence
still necessary. But, then, they did not produce new
vitality or new coherence.
These questions arose in the center of well-lit crowds
going to a venue they were happy about. A buoyancy
contained whatever doubts the crowd had. It sent out
a silent challenge to the writer. 'Believe in yourself
and don't be bowled over by any condition.'
What was more disturbing was the loss of
spiritual matter. He had seen, on a daily basis, the
constant transformation of spiritual matter into material
uses by the technical world. He would not surrender Christ
and Buddha to the car or nation and any other entity
that wove an aura of eternity about it. After while he
figured out that the trick was not to demand that the one
destroy the other. Machine and smoke and noise you will
be scorned in one hundred years. Many will perish in your
name but few saved.
When he looked at the century he was born into he saw
the machines all lined up like clever children who had
mischievous thoughts in their nonplussed brains. They
did not merely make life better and easier they performed
a gigantic task of myth making in a secular era. After all,
that which can carry and lift and delight and enrich
is a god from which come lovely stories of its powers.
The machines made demonstration of their ability to obliterate
cities in a flash of light. They demonstrated the ancient
desire of tyrants; make from the stupid powerful leaders and
rob the people of their potential.
The troubling century was a liar and gambler in the seat
of power mocking the free and innocent people.
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