A Journal Discovered Among the Papers of Thomas Hoskings  


This morning I suffered an attack of conscience. When I attempt to trace my attitude back in this regard I see that a good deal of it had to do with distrust and revulsion at the present state of affairs. I keep trying to remind myself not to be passive before the present state of affairs. It's simple until the point that I retreat into role playing. I've attempted to play out whole epochs in short periods of time.

There are no excuses but to put your nose to the grindstone.

August 30, 2002
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