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He was trained to be hard and to pass through strangers
and acquaintances with professional efficacy. That is
the way he conducted his life; never breaking his silence
with the world. 'I know what the world demands; I am the
world demanding.' His hardness brought him success and he
traveled whenever he had the free time. It was while in
Normandy, in the town of Rouen, that he stumbled onto a
stranger while waiting for a dinner. The man sat in an
empty seat opposite the American and looked at the American
for a long time. When the American finally looked up he
saw that the stranger had an odd and familiar look about
him. It was as though he had fought battle with the person
in his youth but now, separated by time, he was only a vague
memory. He saw him, suddenly, as a rival fighting for the
attention of a beautiful woman. They did not quite fight
to the death but one of them, the American, won. And the
American was haunted by the feeling that this particular
person was not even a real person; a person with real desires,
but, only a conduit to something missing in his own spirit.
He had several nights of restless sleep before he had to
return to the comforts of his American home.
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